Disciples - Book 5

In my life, I've made two impulsive decisions, both involving the notorious enforcer of the Disciples MC. First, I humiliated myself by spying on him. Secondly, I decided to throw caution to the wind and show up at what was probably the worst possible time. He's dangerous, demanding, and able to consume me with just one look. Presently, he's on trial for murder, and no one in his club trusts me. You'd think I'd run. After all, the cards are stacked against us. However, I can't escape my need, this all-consuming pull I have towards him. He may be wrong for me, but he's the very force that brings me to life.

The decision to spy on him was the first impulsive act in my life that involved this notorious enforcer. I'm not sure what possessed me to engage in such a reckless and humiliating endeavor, but the need to be near him, to understand him, overcame any sense of self-preservation. When I look back on that moment, I cringe at the thought of how foolish and vulnerable I must have appeared.

The second impulsive decision was to show up, despite the obvious risks. I knew it was probably the worst possible time, with him standing trial for murder and his club members regarding me with suspicion. Logically, I should have run in the opposite direction. But the pull I feel towards him is undeniable, an all-consuming force that defies reason. He may be dangerous, demanding, and potentially wrong for me, but he's also the very essence that breathes life into my existence.

As I navigate this precarious situation, I can't help but wonder if I'm making a grave mistake. The odds are stacked against us, with his legal troubles and the distrust of his inner circle. Yet, I find myself unable to walk away, drawn to him in a way that transcends the rational. He has a power over me, a magnetism that I'm powerless to resist. It's as if he consumes me with a single glance, leaving me breathless and yearning for more.

Despite the risks, I can't seem to let go of this connection we share. It's as if he's the missing piece, the key to unlocking a part of myself that has long been dormant. And so, I find myself treading a dangerous path, uncertain of the consequences but unwilling to turn back. For better or worse, this man, this enforcer, has become a fundamental part of my life, and I'm powerless to resist his pull.

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